| You'd think I learned my lesson by now. Well, I thought you were different. I'm starting to take that back.
I guess God's really showing me that no one is dependable except Him, no matter how close someone is to you or how much they know about you.
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| I feel... like I'm a parked car stuck between 2 cars and I'm failing miserably to get out, hitting my front and rear bumper... aka I feel like a failure.
Interesting that whenever I have negative emotions about myself, I find myself preaching to myself. Being found in Christ, yes I am a failure because of sin, but no I'm not because I've been saved and God creates everyone perfectly the way He desires and only He can be the One to say anything otherwise.
And for me to not feel that, I know I lack the faith, the kind where I am most satisfied in Him. And the story goes on...
Not much else I can do besides fight with my inner self... how frustrating.
Escaping is too easy and too hard..
This is the result of staying up relatively late with an unresolved and uneasy mind.
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| ;ls thj/qlk54m;oiph;alsxdjuhg;5riu8thqig'q3t9yqoa
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| I want to jumpkick people in the face.
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| I want to jumpkick someone in the face.
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